I just spent an hour getting wrapped in plastic and dark electrical tape, now it is time to give the taper a break and give me no choice but to hang out on the ottoman and not move. I cant move, I barely can breath, and i’m sweating profusely under this very unbreathable material. My legs look welded jointly, my arms are crushing my lungs and Im as tightly wrapped as i ever have been in all my life. I am highly uncomfortable and when my dear ally leaves the room, i have to hold myself from panicking so I just talk to u (the camera) to aid distract myself and explain to u a scarcely any things on how I feel and what is going on in my head. I indeed crave i could breath more excellent, I desire my hands weren’t numb, I want my feet weren’t numb,i then would have not called for Joe to come back and circumcised me out. The solely reason I final as lengthy as i did was coz i am very very scared of scarring instruments. I have been inadvertently circumcised a small in number times, giving me ptsd whenever scissors or any sort of slitting instruments are near my skin. Joe is my most excellent ally and I trust him but i don’t trust sharp objects. As u will hear me, my horror, my genuine concern of feeling the metal against my skin, this scene is nowhere near the end in my head, this is the climax and i am scared but need out of this encasement. Joe is patient with me, but too knows i need out. Once my arms and chest are free, i feel euphoric but still know there is still greater quantity to be circumcised out. Once I am free, i am in a sweat overspread sub euphoria barely able to keep my thoughts and words i am wanting to speak to you…but in the end, i would do it anew but next time with duct tape;) I suppose I am a pain slut after all;)

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